- Publisher : University Press of Kentucky (June 20, 2023)
- Language : English
- Hardcover : 152 pages
- ISBN-10 : 0813197554
- ISBN-13 : 978-0813197555
- Item Weight : 8.8 ounces
- Dimensions : 5.7 x 1.2 x 8.1 inches
"I've lived a completely ordinary life, so much that I don't know how to write a transgender or queer or Appalachian story, because I don't feel like I've lived one. ... Though, in searching for ways to write myself in my stories, maybe I can find power in this ordinariness."
Raised in southeast Ohio, Stacy Jane Grover would not describe her upbringing as "Appalachian." Appalachia existed farther afield―more rural, more country than the landscape of her hometown.
Grover returned to the places of her childhood to reconcile her identity and experience with the culture and the people who had raised her. She began to reflect on her memories and discovered that group identities like Appalachian and transgender are linked by more than just the stinging brand of social otherness.
In Tar Hollow Trans, Grover explores her transgender experience through common Appalachian cultural traditions. In "Dead Furrows," a death vigil and funeral leads to an investigation of Appalachian funerary rituals and their failure to help Grover cope with the grief of being denied her transness. "Homeplace" threads family interactions with farm animals and Grover's coming out journey, illuminating the disturbing parallels between the American Veterinary Association's guidelines for ethical euthanasia and the World Professional Association for Transgender Health's guidelines for transgender care.
Together, her essays write transgender experience into broader cultural narratives beyond transition and interrogate the failures of concepts such as memory, metaphor, heritage, and tradition. Tar Hollow Trans investigates the ways the labels of transgender and Appalachian have been created and understood and reckons with the ways the ever-becoming transgender self, like a stigmatized region, can find new spaces of growth.
Review
"Grover debuts with a stirring exploration of Appalachian queer identity. Writing about her transness and experience of living in the region, Grover rejects the portraits of Appalachia that have been put forth by writers such as J.D. Vance. Her version, rooted in the aughts, comes alive with anecdotes about mall goths and Evanescence fan pages, laid against careful analysis of what made that early virtual world sacred. Though Grover's verbose prose can betray her academic background, she balances it with accessible personal reflections, and her research begets a unique study of underappreciated elements of Appalachia, including an investigation into the region's traditional funerary practices. Throughout, Grover wrestles with the complicated nostalgia she feels for the place, even with all the faults she describes: "I long for community because it feels older than society and modernity, older than capitalism, or at least my awareness of it." Her words will resonate with anyone who has a similarly thorny relationship with home or has also grappled with being "desperate for the freedom and creativity of a time before the rampant drive of metropolitanism seeped into everything, before I became inundated with―implicated in―discourse." This is a unique, fascinating collection."―Publishers Weekly
"Intelligent and sharply perceptive. There is an exciting restlessness to Grover's thinking, and these essays take many unexpected and surprising turns. She writes inquisitively and insightfully about her identity and experiences as a trans woman, and about Appalachian folkways and artifacts and myths."―Carter Sickels, author of The Prettiest Star
"Tar Hollow Trans is a revelation. Sweeping, with stunning images and an enduring voice, this is a story that needs to be known: that of trans girlhood in rural Appalachia, told like a whispering, wonderous gospel. Heartfelt, haunted by home, and above all else, searching, this book marvels and creates the miraculous. I couldn't put it down, and it will live in me forever."―Alison Stine, author of Trashlands
"Tar Hollow Trans is all at once a complex archive of identity, a sharp meditation on form, a haunting history of place, and a love letter to the particularities that comprise a life. Grover offers beautiful prose and intelligent reflections on transness, Appalachia, family, and more with the kind of thoughtful nuance these themes deserve. I loved being immersed in these essays."―Raechel Anne Jolie, author Rust Belt Femme
"A book that courses like a river through place, time, and identity, Tar Hollow Trans is as finely crafted as it is necessary. Stacy Jane Grover has captured not just the deep feeling of Appalachian queerness, but the breadth of insight that comes from a life spent on the margins."―Samantha Allen, award-winning journalist and author of Real Queer America: LGBT Stories from Red States
About the Author
Stacy Jane Grover is a graduate of the University of Cincinnati and holds an MA in women's, gender, and sexuality studies. Tar Hollow Trans: Essays is her first book.
